Romans 10:5-17
Matthew 14:22-33
You've gotta love Peter. He's the best. And he's the worst. He's the one bold enough to step forward and answer, “but who do YOU say that I am?”. But he's also the one dumb enough to try and talk Jesus out of going to die on the cross, so he gets the “get behind me Satan!”. He's the one to open his yap on the mount of transfiguration, “hey guys, let's build some tents and camp out a while here”, but he had no idea what he was saying. At one point he seems ready to die for Jesus if necessary, but a little later he's denying Jesus because he is questioned by a little girl, and he runs out crying like a little baby. Of course all his bright shining moments are really by faith, and that's a gift from God. And all of his failures are on him. But he's just like you and me that way.
These Bible stories aren't just about the apostles, and they aren't just about Peter. These are about you, too. You have your ups and downs. You have your good days and bad. You have your own sin and struggles, and you have the same Savior.
Peter has his ups and downs, you see, and that's true even here, walking on the water.
At first, it appears he's just scared to death, along with the other disciples, because, well it wasn't every day you see a guy taking a midnight stroll on TOP OF THE WATER. They were a superstitious bunch, even back then, and so they cried out “It's a ghost!” They must have thought they were doomed. They must have thought some evil spirit had come to sink their boat and they would die at sea. But it was not a ghost. It was Jesus. And he calmed their fears. “Take heart, it is I!”
This is the first miracle. Jesus comes when no one else can. He comes like no one else can. He comes in a way that we don't expect – not only above and beyond nature and our experience – but what is most amazing here is not that Jesus was walking on water. What is most amazing here is that the just and holy God of the universe would become flesh, and associate with sinners, have anything to do with them at all - but speak kindly to them, even love them, when by rights he could have come in just wrath to wipe them out of existence.
But nevertheless, here's a sign, a wonder, that Jesus does, as yet another calling card that he is, in fact, the Messiah.
And what gets into Peter that he wants to put Jesus to the test.? If it's you? Who else could it be? But here we go again, with Peter, and he says “Ok, Jesus, invite me out for a stroll”. And so he does. And so he does. Kids, do not try this at home.
Hey at first it's going great – Peter is walking – things are cool. But then the trouble comes. And hasn't this happened to you? Not the walking on the water part, but that things seem to be going great, great in your life, great with God. And then oh, look, there's the wind and wave. Oh look, there's that favorite temptation of mine again. Oh, I've broken this commandment, that one, the other one. I don't feel so Christian anymore. I don't know if I'm so good with God anymore. And the more you think the more you sink, and the more you sink the more it stinks and you start to worry or panic or fear all over again.
At that point, when you're downing, this is where Peter sets the good example. He cries out to Jesus. “Lord, save me!” The world thinks Peter is so great and noteworthy because he had the faith to step out of the boat. But where faith really counts is when you are sinking to the depths and everything's closing in on you, and you're drowning in your sins, and faith cries out, “Lord, save me!”.
And Jesus does it. Immediately. When no one else can. He reaches down and pulls him up, no fuss, no muss, no questions asked. He doesn't put Peter through a thorough examination or make him prove he's really sorry about all this. He doesn't require a bunch of penance or compensation, or ask Peter if he really, truly, deeply means it. There's no time for that. There's never time for that, when you're Jesus. He's just there to save, to forgive, to snatch you out of the jaws of sin and death and to bring you into the safety of his strong arms.
In fact that's what Jesus is all about. That's his thing, reaching down to save you. Reaching down, from heaven, by even becoming a man. Coming down in great humility, to live in the muck of this world with us. But even more. To submit to being taken down into death, by being lifted up on the cross, and buried down the hill in that borrowed grave. All of that, is his big, strong arm reaching down to pull you and every other sinner out from the depths. And as he emerges from death safe and sound and even glorified, so to you will follow in his footsteps – walking not on water, but walking all over death itself. He saves you. He's all about saving you.
He does so – for you – when you confess your sins (that's the “Lord, save me!”) and the Pastor forgives your sins in Jesus' name (that's the hand that pulls you back up). He does so when you hear the Gospel proclaimed – faith comes by hearing. He reaches down into your dark, cold heart where you feel like you're drowning and dying – and he changes things. He daily drowns that old Adam and brings the New man to life – out of the water – by the water of your Baptism. Splish, splash, forgiven yet again.
And so as they climb back into the boat, and this strange little event is over, Jesus says to Peter, “you of little faith, why did you doubt?” It's not a stern lecture but a gentle rebuke. The kind of kind chiding by which Jesus corrects and encourages. Hey, you can trust me, don't you see? You can always believe in me, why would you doubt that? My friends, you can always trust Jesus. You can always cry out, “Lord save me”. And he will. That's what he does. In Jesus' Name. Amen.
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